The woods are lovely, dark and deep.
But I have promises to keep,
Never sleep before 3am.
Never rested no matter the time
I used to write about deadly insomnia
Something that gets to you psychologically
Something that won't leave you alone.
I never sleep these days
I close my eyes and dream
The dreams I have I can't wake up from...
So it makes closing my eyes somewhat of a fear
Who knows what my mind will conjure up next?
Who knows what I'll be stuck with for the next 4 hours?
I never dream for more than 4 hours.
I don't consider it sleep.
It's not even rest.
It's just a way to not go insane with restlessness.
Constant yawning and a sore neck
Then hours left to myself leaves my mind to random subjects
I'm already pretty pissed because of sleeplessness,
So the constant mind topic is annoyance.
What annoys me?
I find when I can't sleep basically everything annoys me.
Annoyance quickly turns to hate
& before I know it I hate...
Vloggers
Roses of any kind
Those stupid headbands the hipsters wear
Faulty Microwaves
Boys who drive trucks (it's just stupid.)
Battling intellectuals
All college students
People with Car insurance...
I'm not a very rational person when I'm sleep deprived.
Which is why I really really really need to sleep.
Because right now...
I hate the whole fucking world and the Pope too.
hey. sorry to hear about you not sleeping. If you like teas, try a cup of mint or chamomile, make sure they aren't the packaged type but fresher, with honey. Or if you are like me, caffeine knocks me out.
ReplyDeleteWhat the crap is a hipster? I wear a headband, :(.
ReplyDeleteGo to sleep!
I know it's not that easy. Maybe you can, go to a doctor about it? I don't know, I'm sorry you're sleep deprived.